Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Not so entertaining

So, After all the squak talk about dating off of site blah blah blah. Ive decided to put that on hold. Guess I wasnt ready even if it was for experimentation reasons only I just cant do it yet. Dont know what else to say. Im kind of out of witty things to say at this moment. Maybe next time Ill talk about something enthralling. Bottom line is, I guess Im too lost right now to make some progress. Onto other things to blog about! Ill update soon :)

Thursday, February 3, 2011

where did my drive go?

I just cant seem to want to do it. I dont think I can date yet. I shall o to Mexico and find my innervoice as to WHY lol.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Daily Douchebaggery


Of course I cant just get off my ever so growing ass and get this dating thing started. Call it procrastination, I call it selective timing. Between work, getting a couple other side things going, and going to Mexico, its proving to be difficult! SO, in lieu of my original plan I shall blog about random ass shit that I encounter in my daily routines. Like today. I shall paint my war face on and go out into the world. Then later I shall serve up mixed alcoholic beverages for a variety of folks at a local dive bar. Its what I do!

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Today my journey begins: The birth of CarnieReject

March, 2010....I divorced the worlds biggest asshole. If assholes could actually speak this guy would be one giant stinky balloon knot. I decided to take my time with dating. Almost  year later and im ready, to an extent. You see, I'm not ready persay, but I am ready to keep my mind occupied while filling my physical and emotional needs. Today I sat upstairs like Ive done many of times with my psuedo mother and brother. I noticed that my brother was signing up for "POF" (*Plenty of Fish) and the best idea came into my head. BING, I'm going to sign up and document my dating experiences as I go along. one hour later and my profile was completed and I already had two pages of private messages. All had little or nothing eye catching to say. The only one that stuck out was a man claiming to be 29. He obviously looked about 40 and all I could think of was, "This is going to be a long and humorous journey".